life is cruel

2006-05-23T04:59:00.000-07:00

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new bloggy

new start

new life

2006-04-25T04:27:00.000-07:00

I must clarify and apologise if i am sending the wrong message from the use of this bloggy skin. I use this skin for the mere and only reason that i can't find any online and yes, i am lazy! So YES, i do not hate anyone and i am jus a simple 17 years old mugging for sleep ~

Interested in this week event ?
Fri-> guitar concert !!
Sat-> Concert by Indina cultral club

2006-04-23T04:57:00.000-07:00

Have you all seen the newspapers ? Singapore may be holding the F1 race in 2008 !!! How great isn't it be for s'pore to host such event, in additional to AFC Under-17 Championship in September this year. It will be a worthy experience to catch a glimpse of such event =D Of course, it will bring in heaps and heaps of revenue for singapore !!

Health is wealth. I wonder how many people know the god dam meaning of it. I was sick consecutively for 3 weekends. First was fever, then cough then this weekend is a new sickness =d diahoerra [wrong spelling ?] xie du zi ah ~ For the whole night, i was running to the toliet ever 2-3 hours. Its true, coze i almost shit on bed when i miss the 2-3 hours interval. Also, i shit out 2 kg of liquid for the whole night and acute pains somewhere over all parts of rib bones. However it doesn't matter coze i finally ate to my full, 3 meals at one go and well, my 2kg is back =D

well, my apologies if readers r having dinner or abt to hav, but tts life, u eat and then u shit, if nt its consipitation [ spelling ?] ~

$13,000 dollars was raised for a girl diagnoised with tongue cancer, previously in RGS then RJ.It is not rated as top 10 cancers in singapore but it seems to strike agressively at young girl patients. Its on home section in todays papers, and my heart goes out to her.

2006-04-12T04:13:00.000-07:00

My anticipated PANCAKE DAY turned out to be a GREAT disappointment. The events are fun and enjoyable. So what is the causes ? It is the CG mates !!! I can't believe that some are still trying to skip lessons [ in this case, contact time ] I know that it is common among the TJcians, but ... i guess its time for me to get use to it . Moreover, in short, i just don't adore their action of leaving the businees behind for us to clean up.

O well, tml is mardi quas, so i shall not let this dull my mood, and my ava duties is at the auditorium !!! YA WHOO~ but then, we gt nth much todae since our dear senior will do all for us, so we shall jus buy him some finger food frm stalls @ mardi quas as a thanks of appreciation. My closet fren in my CG is costplaying =D i m so excited to see her tml =D

OK thats all for now, if otherwise, u all will be bored by me going on and on abt mardi quas ... and for those going for chalet, hope u all dun mind me... cause i can't stop coughing ... i today gt 2 cough attacks [ cough till tears, liquid oozing out frm nose and mouth, yucks aren't i disgusting ^^] hope tml maths lecture test, another attack will not arise

hard reminder =D
anyting for me 2 eat on chalet ? coze if i eat bbq food will i cough blood out ? haha =D my exagerating skills hav attained a higher level =D

2006-04-11T03:04:00.000-07:00

In conjunction with mardi qua on thu, we hav PANCAK day tml for civics and contact time !!! Its an inter CG ( JCS 1 AND 2 AND TA 1 AND 2 ) competiton, stations include, faster runner pancake [ god noes wat is tt ], decorate pancake, faster pancake eater etc.... The sad new is that many of my cg mates wun be ard as they hav 2 return 2 their sec sch for annual speech day ... but i m still looking 4ward 2 pancake =D

2006-04-08T20:35:00.000-07:00

tis entry will be an update on my health status =D
FRIDAY
i had fever, a burning high fever ... i jus lie on the bed straight once i reach home at abt 7pm++ but i can't fall asleep straight coze i haven bath [smelly me] then after i finish the necessary preparation for bath, i slept at 8.30pm to 8.30am on saturday... this 12 hours of sleep is nt a luxuary ... during this 12 hours, i popped pills, drank cups and cups of herbs ... and my fever was gone on saturday morning ... ya whoo !!! and my appetite returns....
SATURDAY-SUNDAY
i had sore throat after all the junk i ate, and the spicy stuff i ate daily 4 lunch @ sch ... serve me right ... now i m coughing lik mad....

2006-04-06T03:20:00.000-07:00

BIG MISTAKE
the mardi qua is held next thu 7pm - 10pm, and fri is holidae !! so interested ppl can come =D then thr will be on guitar concert, pricing @ $7 per ticket on 11th May[ 2 be confirmed] i wanna go, but no one want 2 go ... sad .... they gt gold with honours 4 their SYF !!! so it would be a pity not 2 go ... and thr will be guitar band also = cool band players

2006-04-02T05:55:00.000-07:00

BIG THANKS 2 YUN XUAN FOR ACCOMPANYING ME TODAY =D
I M HAPPY, YEA, TRUE, U R 2 GOOD 2 BE TRUE 2 ACCOMPANY ME FOR 3 HOURS, WASTE OUR PRECIOUS 2 BUCKS AT ARCADE SHOOTING BASKETBALLS AND KILLING PEOPLE =D

^LUV U

2006-04-01T22:04:00.000-08:00

Do u ppl rmb the mardiqua that i told u all abt sometimes last week ? It will be on this coming thu, 6th Apirl 2006, in the evening, interested parties please leave ur names with me so i hav an idea who is coming or no one =D

i feel so irritated when i see him, he is currently not studying and going out 2 play or wat so ever every day ... yet he act as he dominates the whole hus ... i regret nt taking out judo or sumtink... so i can break him into 2 and sent him 2 hell =D

i felt left ashore while peers r on the cruise 2 fantasy
is the jetty the problem or issit the sterotype problem
i dun wan 2 noe and dun wan 2 force my self 2 embark on a chase
for its a cold hard reality that stuck me dumbfounded

2006-03-26T03:20:00.000-08:00

Have u ever wander y every kin kong related movie ends wif the death of the beast and a heart ach "beauty" ?

Well, recently, i came across a movie entitled "king kong lives" which beagan the story of the death of the beast and a heart ach "beauty" ? The story revolves around how the scientists tried 2 save the almost-dead beast. However, they need BLOOD 2 save it. Coincidently, they found a FEMALE king kong. So when boy meets girl, the luv affair is in the end and the happy COUPLE escape and the chase spurred on.

If u hav time. watch it 2 kill ur time, coze its no harm watching a boring show rite =D

2006-03-23T03:21:00.000-08:00

Due to a flood of mails on personality tests and the tests i do recently in school for PW, i wanna introduce to u all a powerful life time personality test. Once u hav done it, u do need to do anymore time-consuming tests.

This test which i am goin to take in Apirl, consist of 270 questions. Wow, thats a lot right? However, if u consider it carefully and logically, the aim of having so many questions is that the similar questions in these package of question phrased differently, helps 2 tabulate UR CONSISTENCY =D Also, since its a powerful life time personality test, ITS NOT FREE. It costs $70 [ 50% by college and the rest by edusave, always ] and includes a 40 page booklet that gives u detail analysis of ur personality and ur likely career and so on and on. In other countries, like Australia or even in Singapore itself, companies hav used this test 2 employe people. In additional, the creator will also come 2 college personally 2 debrief us 2. ~ ITS so wow, and all thanks 2 PW =D

There are 3 SM2 scholars frm china in my CG, namely, LEE BO, HU YU AND ZHANG PENG. Basically, they r here 2 experience the education system in singapore. After 3 months, they will go and enroll themselves in NTU =D What i wanted to hilight is that in today's chinese lessons, when the teacher urge them 2 read the passage for us, they done it so beautifully, professionally and their voice and accent r lik "O M G, THEY R SO GOOD~JUST LIK THE THE GOOD SPEAKERS IN LISTERNING COMPREHENSION " I prefer LEE BO'S reading style, veri [ thumbs up] and when come to dialoge, its so naturally done ~

i m peacock and eagle [ PW personailty testZz ]

2006-03-20T00:59:00.000-08:00

i lik tt necklace xiao gui was wearing @ 100% entertainment =D. Its a chain with a lock, its so cool and i had been searching high and low 4 it =D

Ok, lifang back frm MIA.

Today was the first time i put on my TJ uniform. I feel weird and i kind of adore the uniform. Perhaps, its due 2 the fact that i had been wearing the same uniform color for 10 old years !!! Also, we had new timetable and each an hour time slot is reduced to 55-mins time slot. U may tink wats the diff right? The BIG diff is that all our lessons end @ 11pm ++ for 2 days, 3pm++ for mon and 2pm ++ for wed and lastly, the longest day with 2 SPA smashed in one day is thu which end @ 4.30pm, =D

Ya, rmb the fall i had on bus 854? YEA, as u all might hav guess, i hav another one todae, on school compound. This time i fall FLAT on the ground in front of one entire CG, well its nt tt bad, its onli the leg that hurts badly and did i say i hit the same old injury agn ?

Also, not forgetting that lessons start proper todae, our venues for the various tutorials r rather dead. For instance, we had 4 straight tutorials in the same classroom. Now now, it realli defeats the purpose of JC issn't it ? I hav always thought that in Jc u gt 2 MOVE ARD ALOT, and we had rather a FREAKING HARD time finding classrooms. However, i tink its ok, coze, in this case, we gt 2 noe every grass in TJ =D

Pzzz
Do u all noe that the intergrated programme ( IP ) students had much better facilities?
Eg- they sit on rolling chair and writes on classic tables that 2 so uniquely designed, also, they hav lockers RIGHT outside their classroom. Furthermore, their classroomZz r airy!!! unlike our suana classroom ZzzzZzzzzZzzz

and hmm ... thats all for now ba
ciao folks =D

2006-03-14T02:16:00.000-08:00

The end of orientation marks the beginning of March holidays. [ JUMP PPL, ITS HOLIDAY!!! =D ]

Last saturday, i went 2 attend amy's church event. Surprisingly, it was the first time that i ate BBQ chicken wings that were not chao ta =D They r so use and good at BBQ, it is no wonder why people say that specialisation promotes efficiency and quailty =D

As for sunday, due to my STM, i can't really recall what i do, :p

As for yesterday, i slack at home and watch some intellectual VCDs frm japan. The drama is rather engaging and well, fresh, yea, tts the word=D

As for today, i went 2 the Zoo!!!! I was so deeply attracted 2 the cute little mammals @ thr !!! Thr are baby lambs [ veri cuteZzz ], pony, pigs etc... Its worth going, even though they sell mineral water for $2 instead of $0.45 =D

Also, tml will be a GREAT DAY coze i am going ice-skating!!!! It shld be the 2nd time since ages ago i went 2 skate. Well, to be more precise, is to fall, haha =D

Ok folks, tts all for now =D
No worries, i m still alive, healthy and strong [^.^]

2006-03-08T02:38:00.000-08:00

Orientation kicks off with preparations for Voyagers' night on friday. I contributed my part my taking a long nap @ the library for 5 hours =D Then we went for lunch and i gt this sweet and sour chicken rice that tastes so spicy, how ironic -_-

Then, it is the event that i hav been anticipating, DRAGON BOATING =D We went to Kallang river and put on PINK life jacks and a paddle each.

Things we do

1. Learn the basic dragon boat fo5r only $3 =D

2. Jump off the boat into KALLANG RIVER!!! COOL EXPERIENCE, and we spend 10-20 mins in the salty and hyper salty river. However, it is worth it ^^

3. Then we play "see-saw". All 20 odd of us sit on the edge of the boat and our h0-t guides shake us frm one end to the other just lik viking =D COOL MAN !!! Then we cheer lik mad and imagine in our positions, we cheer the thunder cheer =D

4. Then we had water riots!!! We attack each other boats wif salt water also. In addition, since each boat is equipped with a small bucket, i use that to splash other boats, so - bo ~ [ TRUST ME, ITS PAIN OK, HOLY PAIN WHEN USING THE BUCKET 2 SPLASH. why? cause i gt the honour 2 taste it ppl -_- ] one reaps what one sows

5. Then we had a mini Dragonboat competition and we won =D [ why r we so pro, why r we so pro ~ chant ]

6. Furthermore, our guilds teach us new cheer!! Very funny, if opportunity allows, i show u all.

7. Also, since we cheer so much, we cheer for those macho guys we see thr dragon boating. Tan bodies that make normal woman drool, haha but i didn't since i m nt woman yet =D

DRAGON BOATING ROXZ, TRY IT SOMEDAY AND U ALL WILL LUV IT !!!

side effects-> muscles ach [-.-]

2006-03-07T03:00:00.000-08:00

The world is so ironic. Just when the media is having the campign of saving water, or reduce usage of water etc, and not forgetting the call out to cut down demand of plastic bags weeks ago, our orientation @ TJ today had used nearly gallons of water and tanks and tanks of fluids!!!

WHY? Why the HUGE usage ? Obviously as u all may guessed, its water games straight =D So freaky fun, and we cheer lik mad coze our clang r shrinking by strength as the orientation goes on.

Also, for mass dance, i finally mastered RETARDED =D I feel that its rather a "prestigious" dance coze the dance hav the moves and the grooves ^^

Tml will be an exciting day coze thr will be dragon boating for the first time in TJC orientation history =D After which, we will carry out our plan B and pon the rest of the Orientation !

Thats all folks, see ya ard =D

2006-03-06T04:29:00.001-08:00

Orientation two has started and i am enjoying it =D. [ though i may giv myself a little break on thu aka pro school ] Though the start-off of orientation is rather boring as always with all the subjects combination talks, thr is always mass dance to look forward to!!! I learnt Backstreet Boyzs and re-enforced on Doom today. A big thanks 2 SWEET for teaching us and enduring our bad intentions 2 leave the orientation during lunch break! In additional, we hav 4 new mates. However, sadly, we wun be in the same class due to the BIG diff in Subject combinations.

Namely,
Xiao Yu [ frm Hwa Chong insitution and is a male btw ]
Zhen Han [ frm victoria junior college ]
huang nian [ ACJC, argg, he gave the super ultra cool ACJC badge away !!! ]
Forlence [ didn't ask whr she frm =p ]

ok. Thats all for now =D

2006-03-06T04:29:00.000-08:00

Orientation two has started and i am enjoying it =D. [ though i may giv myself a little break on thu aka pro school ] Though the start-off of orientation is rather boring as always with all the subjects combination talks, thr is always mass dance to look forward to!!! I learnt Backstreet Boyzs and re-enforced on Doom today. In additional, we hav 4 new mates. However, sadly, we wun be in the same class due to the BIG diff in Subject combinations.

Namely,
Xiao Yu [ frm Hwa Chong insitution and is a male btw ]
Zhen Han [ frm victoria junior college ]
huang nian [ ACJC, argg, he gave the super ultra cool ACJC badge away !!! ]
Forlence [ didn't ask whr she frm =p ]

ok. Thats all for now =D

2006-03-04T22:04:00.000-08:00

This few days had been a great holiday! Since Orientation 2 is starting on Monday, and it will last for one entire week, and the very next week is Mrch holiday, i hereby self-proclaim holiday madness =D Meaning, homeworks do not need to be done by Monday!!! Its been a while since i feel so relaxed on Sunday morning. I woke up at 8am ++ [ thats a bit early for fang issn't it ] and ate breakfast of course, then i lay on the chair till now 2 in the afternoon.

So, here is a list of things to be done during the orientation and march holiday week.
1. REVISION
a) Maths - Graphs, Functions and Equations and Inequalities
b) Physic - Measurement, Thermal physics, Kinematics and Dynamics
c) Chemistry- Mole concept, Redox, Atomic structure, Gas law and Chemical bonding
d) Economics - Basic Economics and Demand and supply
e) General paper - start self- lessons
f) Chinese - Read novels to brush up sentence structure
* i seriously need help in chemistry, any kind souls ?

2. Lesiure
= 15th March - Movie and pool
= ice-skating [ anyone ? ]
= picnic at sentosa/parks
= cycling 2 pula ubin
= zoo outing
= visit to museum at Upper bukit timah
- tis is a new feature musem similay to Fort siloso in Sentosa, also, its free for the first year
upon its opening =D

2006-03-04T02:37:00.000-08:00

I am irritaed due to the poor functioning of blogspot. FOR two consecutively posts, it closes my window explorers when i tried to upload the pictures. O wait, is it due to my poor connection of my computer? I DOUBT SO.

I came to realise that my new found lesiure activity is actually time spend with Vic. =D Just when i realise the cold-hard reality that pool doesn't peak me up as before, Vic came along. I like the way he enlightening me with knowledge with his encouraging tactics. =D
Thanks Vic, too bad u r attached :p

2006-03-02T03:57:00.000-08:00

i realise that it is so hard to see my secondary mates nowdays

i know that they have their own life own friends now

i hav too

not many though

but its the quality rather then quantity

o wadever

i m right now sitting in front of comp

tinking abt some bits of memories of past

well i m a loser if i keep living in past

so i m gonna live as a winner

and not depend 2 much on "busy ppl"

and be a burden

they r not reponsible for my well-being aniwae

jus that it feels so chilling lonely without the usual company

2006-02-21T04:34:00.000-08:00

updates for animae marthon

bring sweater [ cold in the nite ]
sleeping bag [optional]
snacks[optional]
ticket fee[ $1.50 , ms low decide 2 subsidie 50% ]
cards or ani lesiure game [ optional ]
no obsentious clothing [ reminder, aniwae will be cold ]

suspose 2 be a longer and nicer and more FUN entry, but the stupid com restart ad proof, all gone.. SAd

2006-02-19T00:14:00.000-08:00

DETAILS FOR ANIMAE MARTHON

TIME: 24TH FEB ( 7PM ) - 25TH FEB ( 7AM)
PRICE: $3 PER TICKET
VENUE: TJC LT1
SHOWS: ADVENT CHILDREN, ONE PIECE, GUNDAM ETC

NOTES
CUP NOODLES AND PACKET DRINKS PROVIDED
BUT ALSO CAN BRING PERSONAL SNACKS OR ANYTHING
BRING JACKET IF WANT
OR EVEN A CUSHION OR SUMTINK

THOSE GOING, I NEED UR IC NUMBER, NAME OF COURSE, AND CONTACT NO FOR VERIFICATION PURPOSES LA

PPL GOING [ SO FAR ]
ME
SQ
XW
EILEEN
KAT
AMANDA
WANRONG

wow, luv typing in caps ... o striking ^^ haha

2006-02-18T02:37:00.000-08:00

que: Diamond is women's best fren, true / false ?
ans: false
solution: Shopping is women's best fren ^^

ok quite stupid actually ... but its realli true ... i have nv feel so relaxe and happy since JC lif started... so havey loaded wif lectures and chimp stuffs ... so off i went 2 hougang mall... ulu ulu place ... then i go buy lots of stuff ^^ its been a while since i spent over $100 bucks ^^ of course use my hangbao money dude -_-

1. York boutique
3 tops [ black, white, purple ] + 50% = $65.35

2.Hangten
1 pink jacket = $36 ( usual $49 ^^ )

3.food court
fav jap food = $3.90 ( usual also $3.90 haha )

4.Popular
1 rule + 4 markers[ red, pink, purple & brown ] = $3.65

5.mini toons
1 purple sling bag = $29.95
1 baby slyvester cushion [ kawayi!!!] = $15.90

grand total = $154.75

i admit the baby slyvester cushion is veri veri exp cause frm the look of its size, usually worth $3.90 if its slyvester la, but well, a b'dae gift for myself ^^ haha

2006-02-14T03:28:00.000-08:00

on my wae home ... jus as abt 2 alight 854 ... my knees buckled ....and i land on my both knees... my file crashed and circle template reduced 2 million pieces b'coze of the impact... my knees r weak and i can't push myself up ... i stone thr for many seconds even thhough my stop has reached ... i was helped up by some kind souls and i limp my wae 2 the exit door... weel aware of stares frm ppl onboard the bus ... as i alight... one step and another... is lik thousands and thousands of needles contiuously being stabbed on my knee caps... i check my conditions... left knee = internal injury / sprain [ i tink ] then right knee luckily is external injury ...

then i jus stood thr ... cannot move.. cannot budge ... 1 lady approach me and help me 2 the bus stop ... almost in tears b'coze of pain ... then b4 i can rest... 72 came and i push myself up and board it ...

when i reach my final bus stop ... i alight the bus and same tink ... i stood at the spot and i can't budge ... the painful sensations from both knees is killin me ... i limp all the way home... only 2 find mum who dun understand the itensity of my pain ...

todae is V's dae ... surprise gt recieve chocolates and all tis stuffs ^^ haha... and i gt stomach upset b'coze i ani o how eat ...

ppl ... 24th feb right, thr is animae marthon in my sch ... $3 a ticket ... then PLZS COME ... then accompany me la ^^ haha... and its from 7pm (24th feb) - 7am ( 25th feb) and i need ur names, contact and IC no for verification puroses
some of the show gt advent children [ nice !] one piece , gundam etc ... wr mus come !!! cause she nv see advent children b4 right ^^ plzs ppl.. come come ^^

whose arms do i find comfort in ?

2006-02-12T22:36:00.000-08:00

*yawnxz ...............

shld i go poly or jc

blaxzzzzzzzzz

some of my peers goin VJ

some poly

for me is either TJ NY TP

well let me tink abit more

2006-02-11T22:48:00.000-08:00

now thr is a BIG problem for me... i m afraid tt i will be advise 2 drop science stream and shift 2 arts stream ... getting a B3 for chem is expectable, cause screw it up ... i fail 2 qualify for SRP a science research exchange programme, and tt is sad enough ... so now i m concern whether 2 do tourism a not ... since my science canot make it sia ... then if i go poly. my parents will sae nth except the tution agency who will strongly object -_-

the who0-ha tink abt Os results... i wish my parents will hav a bit of tt ... coze its really nth in my hus ... jus an extra cert 2 fill up 1o to the power of (-24) at my home, guess tts my oportunity cost

2006-02-08T00:24:00.000-08:00

hey ppl !!! our class exhiibition won some prizes!! 2nd i tink ^^ $50 voucher for haagen Dans !! todae they went 2 eat le, but then i didn't go

and for angel and mortal tinky, my angel is nice 2 write letter 2 them coze some others dun hav and my dear little mortal is very ke ai in his letter .. or watever haha

and me fren was toking abt god... at tt moment i can feel myself mentally relax and everytink... and she told me tt the greatest tink on earth is 2 noe and understand god... hmm maebe i will start attending church ^^

and as u all noe, i m forced 2 speak english daily... so "fun" and the most interesting part is 2 hear them speak chinese... thr is one guy frm Vic sec, who gt A1 for both chieena and englishhh
so bilingual ( spelling? haha )

thats all for now
ciao ppl on fri`

2006-02-03T21:09:00.000-08:00

todae was the last day of funeral of my cousins' dad ... he is onli 16 wif his younger bro.... i can't go over... cause of religion as said by mum ... i wonder hw they going to live on ... nevertheless... i tink they can do it ... my 16 yr old cousin is strong... he didn't cry... doesn't mean he is heartless... but i understand y he didn't... afterall he is the responsiblity of keeping the family a whole falls on him ... as for his mother, i heard tt she cry till faint

wif that, i hope all of u treasure ur parents... maybe is b'coze of the added emotion by studying the chinese chapter on mother love or watso ever, jus TREASURE THEM

2006-01-29T03:49:00.000-08:00

ytd was chaotic haha
some crazy tinks i do
i paint my nails
then i scratch all of them off
as i hav no nail remover haha
siao

hmm new yr is here
tts obvious
then ani one wanna drop by my hus ?
2 more daes of holidaes ^^
next weekend still can come ba i tink
cause is still new yr
then dun fear of nt getting red packets haha

i wonder if i can hit $100 tis yr ...
cause as u all noe or dun noe
i gt no more grandparents...
sob sob
miss them

and ya went 2 many temples todae
usually i pray for everyone's good health
but this time i add sumtink in
Os results ^^

2006-01-26T06:17:00.000-08:00

today i waiting 4 so long.. turns out worse day... 2 start off i may die todae or apear on tv ... y ?i was nearly fined $ 500 and get knocked down by double decker bus at interchange.... disgrace HS and TJC ....

todae is CNY carnival.. i didn't go... y... perhaps dun noe... i saw so mani ppl wif their sec sch frenzs... laughing joking away... mine ... haha... is bedok so i dun blame ani one... aniwae i m being labelled as annoying... i can't be myself in TJC ... one sae my jokes r annoying... hw encouraging... i m tired... really tired... esp tis nite... i miss my HS company.....2 make tinks worse... i try so hard 2 gt use 2 tjc and making frenzs.... my efforts = annoying...HOW ENCOURAGING

2006-01-25T03:54:00.000-08:00

it seems lik i survive another week

lectures and tutorials

i m lacking behind

i know it

i vow 2 catch up wif the rest of the college by end of cny

i m almost dead wif tutorials

all stuffs tt is all so hard

crappy life

no life

tired

no longer energetic

guitar

now i nid 2 learn some new bloody songs

one tt i nv lik

and since i gt no music background

nid 2 start frm scratch

going bk 2 HS tis fri

ani one wanna join me

then tml is CNY carnival

can wear home clothes

then yea !!!

lessons till 2.15pm nia

hoho

and tis week was record breaking week

we hav longest burp and longest yam seh todae

then ytd was hmm

most no of shoots ( basketball )

aniwae i sign up for an angel activity

they will pair all of us up

wonder who will be my angel or i will be whose angel

will ppl wan me as "angel" ?

haha

crappy

2006-01-12T18:25:00.000-08:00

k i m now at the hub agn~
now is 10.30 am and i waiting 4 my dismissal at 12.30 pm
good tink is i gt no more lecture
or shld sae onli 1 lecture todae ...
reach sch at ard 6.20am
and my FIRST and LAST lecture was at 9.15am ba ...
so wanna go out later lea...
i wanna watch the "geisha" movie ... gt one show at 2.20pm at plaza singapura ..
but then heard tt gt the meeting at sch at dun noe wat time

ytd night i was so tired tt i didn't read my lecture notes and i drop dead
i realli no stamina tis few daes
glad tt its weekend !!!
lala~
nth 2 blog liao
if i blog abt my lectures
then its u ppl time 2 drop dead loxz...
maebe shld go write some testimonial ...
maebe
maebe not
cause i type 2 loud
scare ppl complain ..
haha`

see ya ppl ard`

2006-01-11T19:45:00.000-08:00

o hi ppl
i m currently alive @ tjc haha
waiting for my GP lecture at 1.15pm and tt is so earli loxz
saw one crazy guy doing physics "S' paper...
and was lik onli 12th jan ...
guess he is doing his a-level tml ba ...
ppl here ..
as in my c.G hmm
cliques aka temasek sec ppl
some started studying liao
me lea
still trying 2 find some ppl 2 crap wif ...
so as see
i m still alive
so dun consider any coffin 2 buy for me yet k ppl~

missing all of u @ tjc hub

2005-12-27T04:21:00.000-08:00

ok todae woke up veri earli ... abt 6.30am ? can't realli rmb ... 2 add on, i was lik half awake cause onli slep for abt 4.5 hours ...-_- so i rush abit ... then went 2 take bus 2 temasek junior college ... i took abt 1.5 hours 2 reach thr ... adding on, i alight at the wrong bus stop ... 2 make tinks worse, i actually press the bell for the stop at interchange .. o god -_- malu.. then hav 2 WALK veri veri long lea ~

then finalli reach the sch ... thr was one whole bunch of students ... or shld sae groups and large groups of different uniforms ... i tok its lik cannot enter or wat then i find tt quite stupid and i jus enter... dun realli noe whr 2 go but follow the crowd .. muhaha

then register abit and fill out some bird flu de forms then waited the crowd 2 fill in... PAP uniform aka raffles instution were thr... some weird cucumber green uniform were thr and their P becum the P for our junior college -_-

then they finalli start some talk ... abt subjects their exam format and hw they differ .. nt bad ... quite benefical ... but i almost 4gt all ...onli rmb some such as nid graj\hing caculator which cost abt $120 - 190 and some orientation goodie stuff for abt 16 bucks...-_- and the tink is nid 2 reach sch by 7am on first dae of sch .. SIAO ... meaning i nid 2 leave home at 5.30am and wake up abt 5am .. o gOD

then gt tis Q & A session la... then oh, gt tis guy voice veri soft unclear type... 100 time worse then yun xuan ? oppzs .. haha ...then the teacher aka mr tang look alike was veri kuai lan la .. he sae... "plzs students, when asking question, plzs sae loudly and clearly" .. i was lik... o god... so evil 2 16 yr old kiddy .. later he cry how ? haha ...

and thr are mani sap schs thr... their questions revolve ard taking H3 subs, career options and the worse... abt the PRESIDENT SCHOLARSHIP...i was ... ok ok ... tts abit 2 earli.. and looks lik tj nid us 2 ci\ompulsory 2 take one cca aka PDP aka personal development programe ... wow wow ,, so SPECIAL and ma fan ..

the wae they call their students r weird.. lik us is hougeans last time.. they all is lik some ailen language ? tink i nid lots of time 2 gt use 2 mixing wif sap schs... but y bither when i took 2 good old years 2 mix wif in hougang ? -_- haha ~

then i went queenstown wif mak, sq and yun xuan ... walk walk ard... i buy some stuffS? i tink those bound 2 collect dust -_- then now @ mak's hus.. jus register for my sub combinations... plzx let me gt in ^^

for ur info, i stoned through the session as the students all hav their cliques... BIG ONES ...

ytd was at sq hus ... muhaha... so fun and entertained by amanda's great acts ^^
thanks 4 the gift ppl
then yea~ tml go sungei buloh ^^ haha

2005-12-26T00:13:00.000-08:00

hiaxz... todae veri de bu shua ... first earli morning was woke up by idiot bro playing the keyboard... so freaking pissed offf ... now in the end was still in half-awake status ... blaxz

ytd jus found another treasure... a veri nice chinese novel... storyline nt draggy... author hav a nice grip on controling the readers' emotions...and i tink if produce as series drama will be nice ^^

i m luving it ~

2005-12-24T21:51:00.000-08:00

cute guy ^^ veri beautiful and flawless skin~

eee i was awake till 4am+ in the morning....onli manage 2 finish 4 cards in 2 hours... abit long and plain ... blaxz

now my hus is orange and yellow~1 toliet orange the other yellow .. haha

todae lea nth 2 do... guess i can start tidying agn ^^

and thrs one stupid news la... they sae they saw kingkong at malaysia... and sae its a common sight -_- o god... they found one foot print 45 m or cm i nt sure cause its in chinese de...

i recieve a call frm temasek junior college ... can't believe they use the most primitive method 2 inform ppl ... -_- blaxz~

2005-12-23T23:42:00.000-08:00

hohoho

i m now veri refreshed after a good nite sleep... sleep realli does wonder ^^ no wonder sq sleep so much .. haha ... aniwae now as i sae earli on... is paint dae.. dad bought tis pro de paint which is odorless ^^ and its lik so no smell... dad look veri comical while painting... wif tt old and tattered ( wrong spelling -_-) cap on.. haha ... hmm now lea i m having breakfast and mum keep asking me 2 accompany her go orchard... wif her aunties tt i onli noe barely a dae? -___- nia~

my holidaes~

2005-12-23T09:56:00.000-08:00

ok, its nearly 2am in the morning and i dun noe wat 2 do ... jus force myself 2 watch vcd ... i m getting sick of everytink... nth seem 2 stir me ani interest ... i shld't hav visited friendster... now then i rmb y i dun lik 2 visit friendster... i mus be crazi 2 enjoy the trip jus now -_- and i feel so ashamed of my behavior and feelings...

o god ... and i m nt looking forward 2 sch dae... cause tt will be end of my holidae ...no x'mas no anitink... cause later in the afternoon will be paint dae ... sun also ... mon will be away @ hus ... tue = blaxz, wed = sungei ?, thu= jiamin's bdae fri= rot wif my novels sat = peiwen hus

and ee... haven finish x'mas .... now i onli do 4 16 ppl -_- ... finish 5 given one 2 rong ^^

2005-12-23T05:33:00.000-08:00

muhaha~ siao

aniwae todae went 2 return reread books and as i wait 4 tt SLOW librarian 2 shelve back the bks... cause u see i haven read a single page of the books so i wan them BACK !!! but no hope... hiaxz...so didn't go 2 sch cause i was nt able 2 wake up...

went 2 gt a tie for dad ... then oh was trying 2 get sumtink for shi qin ... looking at cosmetics... i gt one wan 2 buy.. but then i tink she will nt dun lik it cause gt a lot of colors ... tts eye shadow and some lip gloss by the way...so see how ..

then went 2 play bb awhile or rather, as they sae, model thr -_- then went 2 rong hus 2 watch the promise... i m realli disappointed.. cause nt nice de .. argg ...

then ya, i gt my x'mas gift frm bro loxz... ytd ba... wu ke qun de cd ... ok , nt bad, cause i lik gifts.... but then ...we gt the songs in comp ... so.... and the version is nt i wan de... so .....

and i gt eagles award !!!muhaha..thanks the kind soul... i tink is either mrs lee or mrs goh? but a bit sad.. cause i dun tink gt ani contributions.... but thanks 4 the money aniwae ^^

my spelling sucks..

2005-12-21T22:43:00.000-08:00

-_- now my blog hang so much... argg tink dun care abt it de la... pic also nv show ... but it onli show on my computer... weird .. so damn weird...

aniwae i saw the news... thr is this girl..who gt a tumour grown as big as her head on her right eye .... creepy ....

its a great responsibility and nids great involvement... so i will avoid at all costs ... though i adore ... but i will jus play along... and tts bad ...

2005-12-21T05:14:00.000-08:00

hmm i went 2 do tis layout using paint cause i dun hav photoshop ... then the rest jus copy frm previous skin ... lik the 2 pics ^^ so fabulous muhahaha~

no matter hw much i sleep ytd still tired...*yawn~

nt mani ppl online...hiaxz...maple also nt tt fun... veri sianz...

my bro wanna go for s;pore idol -_- ok fine... he sae go and hav experience... o wat ....

2005-12-21T02:40:00.000-08:00

ytd after i watch lost... i was freak out ... "it kil them... it kill them all" ... muhahah... now its a good chance 4 me 2 watch lost cause i miss it every thu last time... now i can watch it!! and the good tink is ytd episode was where i last watch !!! double happy ^^

after watching... which its abt 2am, i was freak out by the silence in my hus... as i bath.. i keep hav the cold feeling and the gut feeling tt sumtink horrible will happen... aghost monster or sumtink... and as i continue 2 freak myself by those thoughts... i gave up bathing and went 2 my room... nth calm me down ... finanlly, i force mself into comics and i gt so sleepy tt i fell asleep... wat a night -_-

2005-12-20T07:23:00.000-08:00

todae went 2 sentosa loxz!!! no sun, yes i m luving it ^^ play some real light games and spent most of the time soaking in tt salty sea water... and o god, i dun even noe hw 2 swim properly .. waves r 2 strong todae .. then, my body was itching frm the sand and seawater even i bath le, SAD case

went 2 eat pasta wif sq mak and amanda~ nt bad, finalli ate the right food and bought Yxiu's gift 2 ^^ and we all four joyly went 2 take neoprints @ kovan !! its been a while since i taken, and i was admiring amanda's skill at decorating ^^ so pro, cause frm practice i guess, shu ne sheng qiao ^^

i was sort of lookin at som accessories of mine ... some realli look ailen 2 me ... but i m veri veri happy cause i can wear my anklet ... last time cannot de oh ^^ muhaha

thanks anymous 4 giving directions 2 DaMai sec sch... i check the s'pore directory but found out tt oh, 21 hav 2 take at the bus stop opp tampines interchange @ "tampines ave 4" .. o god ... i tink i try out next week ^^

i m counting the days 2 sch start ... i told mum sae i m abit freak out when come 2 tink abt goin 2 ailen sch, then she sae "u go thr study onli wat, u went 2 hougang sec sch also lik" then come 2 tink, i m real pro tt time ... actually tt thick skin 2 aprroach the three of them 4 project~ i m luving it ^^

go www.singaporeidol.com see see ~

thanks rongjia 4 uploading the pics~ ^^
i miss you rong~

2005-12-19T07:41:00.000-08:00

went to school with shiqin to do some stuffs... then proceed to her house to prepare the sandwiches' fillings and cornflakes.... such a nice experience as its like attending home economics lessons ... so i was actually looking forward to today ^^it was a labourious work as i was trying and using my whole strength to smash that stubborn eggs !!!

then shiqin, xuewei and I went to watch the movie entitles King Kong~scene after scene took my breath away... native people are really freaky... jus lik what i read from hui juian's bloggy...aniway its an enjoyment as its been a while since i last visited the cinema ...

by the way... i would lik to sort of learn my guitar again ... as i was listerning to "Right here waiting for you" and Ronean keting's songs... was again enchanted by the beautiful melody done by the magic of guitar ^^

people, dun u find tis entry very wrong -_-lala`

2005-12-17T22:00:00.000-08:00

lala... todae lea

BON VOYAGE 2 SHUYAN

then oh todae going 2 temple

was trying 2 read a book but i dun realli understand wat the author was trying 2 sae ... i read a few more times then get the idea... hiaxz... long time nv read book liao .. SAD sad ~

2005-12-17T01:21:00.000-08:00

lala... i try hard 2 sleep last time but fail ... dun noe y... body tired but my eyes r freaking WIDE open...try 2 sleep but hard... body ach ... as if i hav went 2 do laboyr work instead of jus sentosa + bbq -_-

as i stare at the letter that sae my scf fees deducted frm bank account... i still tink moe nt so evil right .... but nvm....

i m counting the daes 2 27th dec 2 report 2 temasek junior college ...830 mus report... scare i late ... sq ah... u read 4 me right frm the weddy... they didn't sae anitink abt attire oh ... if nt later i go... onli me not in uniform ... and i saw their open hus de video ... sch 2 big ...but frm map... sch look small -_- lala ....

2005-12-16T06:09:00.000-08:00

now so sucks i tell u all ...

first i keep having diahoerra...

then i found out that all the school fees own and future will be ducted frm my bank account. .. fuck loxz... my dad dun even care... all my savings ... y onli bro account so intact.. and mine like shit ? wif barely a few hundreds yet he dun even care.... i go 2 Jc so wat... sch fees hav 2 pay on my own .... i dun mind... but i mind is bro's one is paid by my dad... his car's tutorial fees...he can go holidae all tis.... then i lik shit stuck in home... idiot... damna it .......................................................

dun see the point of studying

2005-12-15T22:57:00.000-08:00

went 4 bbq ytd .. nt bad la ... i feel every bbq is getting better .. and tts good ^^ then went 2 soo chalet ... playground... dizzy ... organs messed up... dia di... majong ... cup noodles... chocolates... tibits... almost puke b'coze i ani hw eat stuffs ... then went 2 close my eyes 4 a few hours... then wake up... wrong decision .. ate some tibits which i usually lik.. but its so damn dried. ... then die...

next ... best decision... went 2 mac for big breakfast ... onli mistake... drink milo ... tink some sort lik milk right... then blaxz... gong gong dizzy ...

fever, headace/dizzy, diahoerra, sore shoulder and sore throat coming ... siao la ... tink oh i m still feeling dizzy ... told u all my organs all messed up le ... blaxz~long time nv sick.. now all of them coming in a blow ... evil ah ...

and i saw the bbq pics ... thanks sq 4 taking time 2 upload instead of sleeping dead ^^ muhaha and ya, thanks 4 the souveniers 2~^^ i simply luv gifts~

2005-12-14T04:10:00.000-08:00

*yawn ... went 2 sentosa wif rongjia,Yxiu, evon and kai yun todae ... then we saw abidah right at the entrance !! muhahaha ... heard tt amanda was thr ytd ..,COOL ... tink amanda getting blacker by the dae ^^

then oh ... the make-up course is actually ask by shuyan's sis ... she ask me 2 ask u all if u all interested anot ... gt questions i ask shuyan maebe faster .. muhaha

happi b'dae 2 you
happi b'dae 2 you
happi b'dae 2 Yxiu and Yanyi
happi b'dae 2 you

2005-12-11T21:58:00.000-08:00

k i heard over the radio right ... one doctor sae tt nv slim down ur thighs 2 much ...cause it will affect the blood flow and increase ur risk of heart attack ... so ppl... bcareful ...

and ani one interested in a makeup course ? the amt of fee u all willingly 2 pay can tell me ... of course it would be more $$$ if u all dun hav the materials la ... so u all bring along material will be cheaper ba ^^

ytd night went 2 tis wedding dinner.... food nt tt good ... first, they serve 3 type of meat ... duck chicken and pig ... i luv the chicken one cause is tonic de ... then the shark fin sucks ... they put tons and tons of bean spouts ... and i was lik .. on my wae 2 puking ...

and i dun lik my mum performance ytd night ... she was lik wat i call fake socialing ... although mani other ppl also la... but i can differiate wats real wats fake .. y? cause i m old enough ... i freak out 2 ... cause i will also become lik her.. i m her daughter wat ...

then my bro also ... was criticising the wedding stuffs everytink ... its lik... ppl gt invite u can areadi le loxz... and he was saying if his wedding... he will nid 2 book alot of tables cause he gt tons of frenzs... and sae confirm more then me.... ok fine... aniwae true... haha.... i wonder will i marry ... even if yea, i tink i wun hold a dinner ... but my mum and dad wun allow de la... cause its lik "no face" blax ....

and ya... i may nt go 2 tt some weird island le ... mum dun wanna go ... looks lik ... thr goes my own hope of holidae ... blaxz........

2005-12-10T07:38:00.000-08:00

k ppl ... b4 i tell u all abt my "great" dae todae ... i tell u all some stuffs ... mus read tis entry oh ... then u all noe wats gt 2 me recently ...

1. blur? siao ? lifang ...
i was watching the show "dream of a warrior" ytd nite ... then as u all noe... last 15 mins r the highlight cause they show the ending rite? precisely loxz ... then oh.... the show is showing at channel u ... then when i finish watching the show ... i realise tt i hav watch the highlight aka last 15 mins at channel 8 instead ... freaking rite ppl ? i was lik crying after tt ...

2. freaking dream
i dreamt of O's ... tt was maths paper .. i 4gt 2 bring my maths set .. long rule ... curve rule ... i had nth ... and everyone was doing their papers ...i was being scared awake loxz ppl ... xia shi wo ... sobs ...

3. Os dream
i dreamt of O's agn ... tis time is result time ... i dreamt tt ren da and rongjia was top for the Os and they were so happy ~

4. nails...
sae b4 areadi rite? i burn my nails... so repair new ones MY OWN ....

5. catcus fear
i was spring clean abit in my room ... then i gt tis catcus in my room which i call xiao2 xian1
... so i was cleaning away the dust collected 4 half-yr ... i accidentally trip and my hand land HARD on the catcus ... so when i remove my palm ... u could see those evil needle-lik leaves stuck 2 my poor big bulki palm ...and i hav 2 use nail clipper 2 remove... as nail clippers will jus somehw other cut away the purtruding ones... the rest stick 2 my palm i leave it inside my plam... cause CANNOT REMOVE AH ... but its better now la.. i tink

6. lifang flying ???
yea ppl ... my long waited chance ... i may be flying 2 some weird island ...frm 23rd to 26th dec ... but nt confirm aniwae ... so i m praying ...

7. lifang is pissed off
ppl... u all noe abt tt yearly edusave scholarship rite... guess wat... i m taking it at DAMAI sec sch ... first gods noes whr tt sch is ... second ... it starts at 7.30pm ... tts so freaking late ... third i m going alone ... cause i nt sure hou teck taking his scholarship thr anot ... cause we both toke at the same place last yr .... aniewae tt sch is at bedok reservoir road ...shld i take a taxi thr ??? haha.. so i went 2 check the singapore directory at internet... so thr goes the wae ...
a) take 72 to tampines
b) Proceed to Tampines Avenue 4 - opp Tampines Stn/int, (Bus Stop Number : 76149) to board. You take buse 21 to reach your destination.
c) You will travel for an estimate of 3.55 km before reaching your next bus stop
d) Alight at Bedok Reservoir Road - blk 726, (Bus Stop Number : 84619)
e) To: Damai Secondary School 4800 Bedok Reservoir Road (479229) Your destination is another 0.24 km from this bus stop ( and hw do i walk thr? someone save me -_- .. sobs)

and the worse tink is wat u noe ppl? if i dun go thr collect.. they will be return to MOE ...SAD CASE AH ...

so abt todae .. it was punggol cinemon RC de official opening ... so earli morning .... went 2 meet shuyan at badminton court ... then after which ... we went 2 do ballons ... for 2 place ... nearly 4 hours of balloon making .. i swear ok ppl ... tml i will hav muscles ach ... cause i was "pumping" the balloons ... then later went 2 shuyan hus ... slack ard... watch mtv ... and commericals over and over agn cause they lack of some new commericals i guess ...

then went down 4 tt dinner ... mr chia was thr 2 ...then b4 we gt 2 our precious dinner ... we nid 2 do some dirty job ... and sy was pissed off by ppl 4 lack of orginisation .. aniwae... we also had a little water "fight" earli on *wink*

then dinner starts ... but we didn't mannage 2 gt 2 eat first dish which i lik !!! is the cold dish one ... then the rest dinner include usual stuffs lik fried chicken, abalona, sharkfin, nice ^^ noddles, prawns, desserts, some weird but nice stuffs and mani more ...

then we gt tis award presentation ... as we nid representative for hougang pri sch ... i push shuyan right in ... cause she is far more suitable then me ba ... haha .... she was scolding and complaining abt it haha ... soriie sy ...then i also malu loxz... suspose 2 represent hougang sec sch .. but then... GREAT MCS want mr chia... so i was lik half wae hang thr ... then ok ... nvm ... then next represent buddhist de association... but then ... i malu agn ... y ? cause the police representativ went up instead ... later he told me tt... he heard wrongly.. he tok is police instead of actual one , buddhist ... o great ... wat a dae ...

lucky draw lea, i won nth of course... i hav no lady luck wif me ... muhahaha

and tis event i met some reall nice adults ... multi-racial de wo ... met some "ugly" ppl ... ugly as in personality and nt appearance ... no one is born ugly ^^and i found out sumtink ... if u r nt veri veri sad ... look at sy's bro de face ... u will be happy... cause the wae he behaves veri funni loxz... dun noe y ... esp his eyes... realli veri funni ... similar 2 one i watch in manga ...

long entry ... so thanks 4 reading.. miss u all ppl ... its is gonna be a busi weekend 4 me loxz...

2005-12-09T02:41:00.000-08:00

jus ate one BIG de chocolate... and it taste so dry ... yucks ... and my fingers r drying 2 ... lik witting away ... o god ... i m rotting ... haha ... tink infection coming agn la ..

i m waiting ... i m waiting 4 my x'mas gift ... mum will nt giv confirm de ... dad also ... or maebe one box of chocolate 2 fat me up ... then of course is bro de la ... haha ... though relationship wif him bad bad ... but then who dun lik gifts ? i freaking lik de oh ... and he sort of throw one pull-over 2 me ytd ... i try it .. it was lik SO BIG ... but nvm, he always treat me lik a rubbish chute.. its not the first time aniwae ...

todae plan wan 2 go library .. but then .. i feel 2 tired 2 go alone so end up my mum help me 2 do the errand ... so maebe next week i go ba ... maebe onli ah ...

i jus finish i manga entitled "my fair lady" ... u guys shld read it 4 a good laugh ... ha ... its abt a girl who had been called an old hag by her first love and thus, become the creature of dark ... wats tt ? read 2 find out ppl ^^

issit true tt i shift my name abit u dun recognise me le ma ? cause usually u initiated the talk ... the show is ending ... then thr will nt be ani more chance tis yr ... the next chance will be 2 yrs later .... nid 2 wait tt long agn ?

2005-12-08T02:52:00.000-08:00

o god... i spent abt almost 2 hours 2 get home frm the airport ... haha ... todae went 2 sent them off ... quite a scene ... onli me and michelle, then gt cam's sis, mak's mother and grandma, wr's mum sis, mum's sis and children ... so long nv go airport le ... missing airport ... muhaha ... siao le ...

yea !!! effier tower ( dun noe hw 2 spell ) in paris gt snow city !!! although mini de la... but still rather cool ...

aniwae, i u r tt particular ppl fren, will u sae "nan ting" de tinks ? cause i rather confuse la ... if u r ttheir fren then u sae all tis nan ting de tinks ... veri weird... i dun gt it ...

2005-12-07T05:20:00.000-08:00

i luv jiamin !!! haha ... realli thanks her 4 giving me tt tink *wink* i m hook 2 it now ha ... the story line nt tt bad la, of course rite ^^ now i gt more tinks 2 do man... when will i be bored agn? nah no sch word in the world of lifang .. muhahaha

2005-12-06T23:10:00.000-08:00

ok ppl, the show i m toking abt is call "rain and tears" tok i mention liao ma ha ... then oh, ppl who write me testimonial i promise 2 write back by the end of 2005 la.. i try la ok~ tts all, take care ppl ...

aiya, stilll gt one more tink 2 intro ... i ate tis x'mas asorted cookies oh ... nt tt veri top quality one.. but veri addictive u see... so soon .. blaxz..

and i do my nails !!! haha .. b4 u all start screaming abt me wasting money ... fear not ... i do them myself la ... so abit nt professional ... ha ... but i lik i particular nail ^^ muhaha

and bon voyage 2 Yxiu~ gonna miss u~ hav fun~

2005-12-05T09:50:00.000-08:00

i finalli finish watching 《 Rain & Tears 》 ... show starts of veri lively and nice ... thr's a saying, ppl who meet during rainy will be best frenzs ... well how true ... i dun noe wat the scriptwriter was tinking abt ... the story ending so unexpectedly ... but when i gave it a second thought ... it was indeed a dratic ending... so sad.. hiaxz ....

2005-12-05T05:16:00.000-08:00

o m god...ppl ... i burnt MY NAILS todae while trying 2 light up jobsticks 4 prayers ... o mine... i could see fire burning on my nails man sobs ...

aniwae went 2 see chicken little ... veri nice show ... not silly la ... veri ke ai also ... then the most deepest impression is tt it depicts who the feel is when no one on earth believe you... even ur parents and frenzs ? hiaxz ...

then todae rather a fun dae out wif mak wr and mic ... i was teasing mic all the wae haha ... paisei ah mic ^^ despite my leg killing me ... todae spent great deal of money loxz...

and sucks ... i miss the first episode of "zia xing" SUCKS k ... tonite also cannot watch project runaway liao loxz... cause mum confirm scold de ...

2005-12-04T05:09:00.000-08:00

NOW SHOWING !!!!

chicken little
saw 2 [Rating: NC16]
AEON FLUX
Noel
prime
The Exorcism of Emily Rose
just like heaven
spl [Rating: M18] ( sucks cannot see)
A HISTORY OF VIOLENCE [Rating: R21] (cannot see again)
pride and prejudice

coming soon

NANA ( mus watch ppl !!)
The Tin Mine
The Family Stone
perhaps love ( 7th Dec )
the descent Rating: TBA
king kong Rating: TBA
the promise Rating: TBA
A Chinese Tall Story
Dreamer
Wallace & Gromit: The Curse of The Were-Rabbit
In her Shoes
Rumor Has It
Wolf Creek
Elizabethtown
The Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch And The Wardrobe

ok ppl ... i wanna watch above movies ... muhaha ... alot ... but i realli miss movies ... sobs ...

2005-12-04T03:09:00.000-08:00

wow .. this yr de "hong xin da jiang" nt bad lea !!! first up, de outfits nt bad... veri de nice ^^ then MC giv me a bit of weird feelings... but nvm.. in the end can a bit la ...then oh.. the ppl who pei the ppl 2 giv out one oh ... they wearing bikini ... abit "out" lea ... veri not formal loxz ... then the male artists veri SHUAI ... if we all got prom nite wif them ,.... i will faint man ... ^^then tian xin oh ... the wae she speak i lik... veri confident ^^yea!! the guy who sae " u crazy" + "stupid" win ah ... haha ...tis yr show gt alot of creativity... example will be the computer system ... abit jian la ...

aiyo... tis yr fann wong so you mian zi lea ... president SR nathra present the prize 2 her ... muhaha and oh ... lee ming shun agn still so shuai ^^ the rest u all noe le la. .. some veri weird prize lox lala

2005-12-03T22:01:00.000-08:00

wow ... i finalli wake up ^^ slep for 16 hours .. now gt headache ... sleep 2 much u see... hiaxz... then oh... as i wake up late ...after i ate the cold or frezzing breakfast tt i try 2 warm up ... gt diahoerra .. then i gt tis instinct tt the cough + sore throat + flu family coming 2 visit me le ... hiaxz ...

for people who gt nth much 2 do ~
http://www.beyou.com.tw/event/show/index.html
try see the videos upload by ppl and one is by luo zhi xinag de .. some realli funni .. laugh ur was through ppl

if finish le, then i put up here other stuffs u all can do ...

2005-12-02T20:40:00.000-08:00

jus "crawl back" frm camp wif tt silly bag of mine haha ... aniwae though i slept less then 2 hours todae on hard table.. i m still nt tired... in fact was happily browsing through songs 4 王子变青蛙 .. muhaha ... and xue lang wu de also nice !!!

ok, abt camp everitink ok... first dae i onli rmb we all veri kan chiong la, preparing for the BBQ la... and it turn out 2 be GREAT ^^ and thr is this crazi captain ball match ... was shouting and throwing ball of course ... end up flustered and nearly gt scratched be the ka chiong juniors !! ha, but its realli nice ^^ 4 goal post 2 balls ... good 4 physical fitness haha ....quilt making also nt bad, though i hav ben pestering me haha~ lucky my bad habit didn't appear 2 much tt time muhahaha .... then i slept at weird postions and wake up pain at joints... o god ...

2nd dae start off wif morning hike .. o GOD ppl ... was lik chasing us throughout the hike .. we went 2 the tree top hike tinky, then i onli gt 2 catch and enjoy a tweeny little glimpse and enjoyment of precious time wif mother nature man ,,, sad case ... went 2 sungei buloh later... freak place loxz... miss mak was screaming at every possible place wif lizards? or mention of tt lizard stupid name .. hiaxz ... then went 2 chin chow factory... abit sad la thr ... nth much 2 see since all using machines... so jus machines and more robotic machines ...next went 2 battle fort @ fort canning... omg, one of my fav place 2 .. haha ... first time 2 battle box ... rather freaky also ... then i m deeply impressed and amazed and the exhibits thr ... check it out thr when u all hav time ppl ^^ but then their tour guide oh, LOUSY and keep toking abt not related stuffs... i FORGIVE him since he manages 2 live 2 tell the story ...then sun yan sa villa was a pity ... was rushing tiome ... and sickening guide was ... BLAXZ ... next time mus go thr and look thoroughly ah !!! then at nite drama cometiton ... realli amazed at each group efforts and creativity ^^ and ya, ranking dun realli matter 2 me cause the prices r the same aniwae ... ur efforts r thr, thr's no nid 2 be anitink shame of ^^ then lala

we wif mrs koh and lee chat and chat .....rather an enjoyable ... onli one tink 2 sae.. mrs koh u r pro ^^ then i k po went down 2 the campers area ... soon huat as usual, was at its silliest behavior .... then the girls r FANTASTIC ok ... they r "rehersaling' their precious "less then 1 min" harry potter scence... o god... tt realli set me laughing ^^

then last dae nth much actualli... usual stuffs b4 breaking camp ... then help teachers arrange the stuffs at humanities room abit ... but sad tink is oh, the floor now was so ... hiaxz... but nvm, i finish my Os ... wait 4 my results... and proceed on wif my life without tt $1 cheap and pathetic bag ... muhahaha

and ya... food was onli nice for 3rd dae's breakfast ... i ate 2 servings... FULL de oh ... now i m bloated haha ..

2005-11-29T21:56:00.000-08:00

prom nite over le
food was nice
damn beated
ppl r dazzling ^^

i tried
yes i tried hard
but maebe nt hard enough
course i gave up later on
yu spolit my dae
u light up my doom moments
now is all gone
i dun care ani more
cause i obviously doesn't matter 2 u animore girl

2005-11-28T05:01:00.000-08:00

i done my nails ... then now mus be self cautious ... scare my nails broke .. lala ... tml 4e1 guys wil be veri yan dao ... haha ... mus take pic ^^ sleep earli ppl ... if u wan nice complexion

2005-11-27T05:56:00.000-08:00

i m so sick of envy .. jus now me dad and bro was looking through some past jewery ...then i saw tis .... tis gold chain ... u noe camelia de chain? wif her name engraved ... tink is bought frm bits and pieces de ... i saw my bro de... "Low Kok YOng" ... gold chain ... i dun hav ... dun hav !!!! he gt so mani other such as his birth symbol lik rabbit ...now i noe whr i stand since i m young ....

aniwae i m veri veri happi ... my father sort of split the jewery ... i gt my grandmother's ring... and my bro of course gt the grandfather de ... and i mus tell u alll ... u noe hw the ring is being placed ? its a chain tt keep the 2 rings together... nv ever separate.... o god... i miss them ... and i tell u a secret... actualli i wan my grandfather de ring ... course he is veri dear 2 me ... but b'cause of size... but i swear i m veri happi wif my grandmother ring... their engagement aka marriage ring...

i luv u grand pa and ma
may u 2 rest in peace and be proud of me 4 the rest of my life
fang will not disgrace u or disappoint u all again

2005-11-27T02:58:00.000-08:00

i feel so sucks now ... i misplace one of my fav comic ... wat kao ... search high and low still cannot find ... o GOD .... i hav no mood 4 anitink le !!! o man ... plzs dun play hide and seek wif me ... plzs... i beg ....

2005-11-26T04:19:00.000-08:00

hmm first important .... sorrie rongjia cause i spolit ur specs .... hiaxz... the worse is i can do nth 2 help... nv feel so helpless 4 a long time ... last was? perhaps few daes ? nah who will rmb such stuffs...

aniwae hang ard rong hus till i reach home 6 pm ba... then wen 2 do some xmas gift.... but then ... onli finish 2 complete set ... gt 18 more 2 go ... tis yr plan 2 do 20 onli ba ... and i nt tt good in art and nt tt creative ... so if veri ugly or jian bu de guan oh... plzs forgive me ... i m tt useless ....

then now my room is a BIG mess...all stuffs STREWN all over then now i cannot walk in my room le... cause i put all stuffs on the floor now ... tables and chair full le ... hiaz..

2005-11-25T06:06:00.000-08:00

cute picture ^^

omg... my leg almost split todae !!! haha its al worth it despite me complaining all dae and no one seem 2 be bother by my complain .. haha .... y worth it? cause i gt tis gorgeos titanic poster .... no big deal? but big deal 2 me ... the more i look at it ... the more i m mermised by it... luckily i brought tt ok!!! and i brought a veri ke ai de tortise!!! i gonna carry it wherever i go haha ... and guess wat? i tink i didn't spend much but but ... i counted and i spent $54 or $56 todae.... SIAO me ... now i declare myself BROKE so aniwae kind 2 sponser haha

2005-11-24T07:22:00.000-08:00

delicated to my frenzs who surivive the years with me~
song- peng you by zhou hau jian

4 years of memories we share
laughter and sorrow
quarrels and disagreement
but we all pull through
we survive our biggest enemy
the Os

now as we step into another new chapter of our life
we strive for the very best always
all of u will remain solid in my mind
people lik
dearest rongjia
Goofy shi qin
lifang twin aka yun xuan
my yin and yang twin xuewei
caring eileen
super hyper active wan rong
sweet ying xiu
caring kathy
witty camelia
gorgeous amanda
cool cindy
merry michelle
small cute innocent shuyan
thoughtful peiwen
physics King aka guan liang
uniquely ren da
4ever an idol zhan rui
interesting yan hua
slow - eater yuan wen
and so much more ~

not 4 geting the teachers
i would lik to express my deepest gratidute 2 the teachers for tolerating my ignorant, rudeness and other bad habits
these 4 years...
lifang would have been nothing without all of you
thanks 4 your guidance, and efforts put in to nurture me to become what i am now
with that, lets enjoy the song "peng you"

lala, tts my dedication ... a bit long ....sorrie ppl ...wanna show u all... cause scare tt dae u all laugh at me... abit broken english ha ... aniwae todae guitar camp fire was nice though juniors sucks cause they dun realli participate... i mean the sec ons de ba ... then thanks si yun 4 decorating my bottle so nice... i`m luving it ... ^^

2005-11-24T00:41:00.000-08:00

so freaking wan 2 see hw well tml will turn out... so mani places so mani ppl ...

2005-11-24T00:16:00.000-08:00

was watching tian guo de jia yi ...muhahaha ... gt ming dao ~~~ lala then wang xin ling acting ok la, better then singing those weird honey songs... abt ytd failure of doing tt gift, i manage 2 redo todae... now hand so damn tired ... hiaxz... nid 2 spend another hour 2 touch out... yawnxz... xmas gift hav nv been so hard 2 do ...

2005-11-23T07:47:00.000-08:00

fuck out k ..i do abt 2 hour then realise do wrong and 2 late 2 save it.. sucks.. nid 2 redo ... o GOd ....

2005-11-23T05:44:00.000-08:00

jus wanna tidy my room ... now my comics all thrown over.. textbks files notes... and i nid 2 arrange the comics 2... god ani kind souls wanna join in the fun of tidying... maebe i tidy tml ... aiya dun noe la...

2005-11-22T19:36:00.000-08:00

stupid gl go out todae rite... then no one pei wo play gb... sad case... hiaxz...

todae saw the Jc tinky... wat the fuck ... i nid a 7 pointer .. hey r u all mad... o god... now i realli hope i can go in... dun noe y i wan 2 go in... perhaps ppl ard me promote the sch ba... haha./... but its uniform gt bad memories ... ha

now todae dun noe do wat... everi one gt their stuffs 2 do... so well... back 2 my pastime ... ani one noe wats my past time ... muhahaha ^^

2005-11-22T07:20:00.000-08:00

k i set le ..
sort of la
1. TJC ( if they accept me)
2.NYJC
3.MJC
4.SRJC

CCA
1. chinese orchestra [Tue 5.30 - 7.30pm, Wed 3 - 7.30pm ]

OR guitar [Tue 5 - 8pm, Wed 3 - 6pm, Fri 3 - 6pm ]

2.Astronomy Club [Fri 6 - 9.30pm]

OR Photography Club [ Wed/ Fri 3 - 5.50pm ]

OR Intellectual Games Club [Wed 3 - 6pm, Thu 5.30 - 7pm ]

hiaxz... nid giv out the tok of joing dragon boat and the "jian dao" ( mine is use the kung de ) then nid 2 wake up earli ... hiaxz... bedok ... and 2 tink i dun noe how 2 go each JC ... wat a good start ...

2005-11-22T06:39:00.000-08:00

one sentence
wo hao xiang ni
lights up my nite now
hw useless can i be
but i realli appreciate it
tks 4 charging into my nite todae
toking abt stuffs
usual chatting
usual bladerring

2005-11-22T02:32:00.000-08:00

i wanna cry i tell u...the show i watching todae is so damn ... eee dun noe hw 2 discrible... the lead actress tok so loud... almost every scence she is screaming ... and oh...she is the hua zi type ... every tink also tok tt guy likes her... o god ... i wanna watch the taiwan version ... the japanese verison is killing me ... but i recommend it cause tis show arouse mani feelings... lik sumntines feeling of listerning 2 cold jokes?? aiya dun noe la... u all watch u all will noe ... and the lead actress lips veri thick ( my bro sae, i didn't notice)

2005-11-21T10:23:00.000-08:00

jus went 2 TJC bloggy ... so freak out by the stuffs thr ... so i dun dare 2 go TJC le .. now left wif 2 choice NY and MJ ...

2005-11-21T05:05:00.000-08:00

HAPPY B'DAE YUN XUAN...dun u wun see tis ...

mani tinks bothering me ... so tok 2 write out on of them ... if nt... i will die if i keep torturing me wif all tis...

maebe i m the onli one tinking 2 much ... i m breaking le... i dun noe whether 2 go anot... no one free 2 tok 2... all high over shopping+enjoying... or rather... all set le la ... noe whr 2 go ... i can go aniwhere... jus damn freaking worried whr 2 go ...go le later gt kick out... maebe if when Os results come out then mine nt tt bad... anione one will sae i now freaking fake loxz... TRUE ... watever fucking tink u all gonna sae .... i dun wanna choose... but after tis few daes i tok it would be better 2 go TJC ... cause i m burndening ppl wif my idiot, ass freaky personaility.. i noe all cannot stand it ... ha... so i will save u all frm all tis tinks such as spoiling the fun at outings la and watsoever stuffs ... my mind is set ....or rather no... I DUN NOE OK...

i jus so WORRIEd tt next yr... my results minus off 4 points and i still not qualified.... i can wait 2 be laugh @ by u all and suffer the criticism of "see la, perhaps she tink prelim studi so good le, then Os so bad, SERVE HER RIGHT HAHA" dun deny i noe u hav tis feelings... gt the "wait 2 see good show" attidude ... am i tinking 2 much? i dun noe... i m freaky now ...

i even tinking twice 2 going prom nite... maebe i shld spend my dae at home... doing nth ... dun even bother 2 attend humanities and guitar camp ...shut myself at home so wun spoil ppl's outings ...

and sorrie yun xuan ... 4 not going wif u tml ... the most ... dun buy aniting 4 me animore, such as festives or b'dae all tis ...

i miss rongjia ... realli miss her ... even miss the chance 2 sae goodbye 2 her b4 she go genting ...be back so k ... abt fri i realli sorrie ... realli didn't hear it... but i noe its nt the first time le ...i noe its terrible feeling when no one answer u ... i gt enough experience tis few daes... tribute wat u call it ... be back soon k ... miss u

LAST dun ever bother abt me agn ... stop wasting all ur efforts...

2005-11-19T06:25:00.000-08:00

todae went orchard... lala forever 21 make me dizzy ... brought my bag and water bottle ( $50)50 ... then still nid buy another one frm bugis ... ani one interested 2 go wif me ?

then e .e.e gt my dream drama .... ( $47) another one is @ eileen thr... can't realli wait 2 see ^^

then e e e ... i wanna go palza singapura.... then marina square 2 .... i wan tt seashell de necklace @ marine ^^

then la ... i todae dun noe wat la.... tink earli morning 2 irritated by idiot construction noise which woke me out... IDIOT ...

and ppl sq.eileen.xuewei.wanrong veri hmm funni ... i mere went 2 shop above la... next time dun worry ... i will go back 2 the place whr i left frm la ... aniwae, tks 4 the ring 2 "hold" me ^^

sometime hyper funni frm
our sch ->
"hi, we re S.L.E i am sock hua. i am libin, i am esther"
aren't i glad i m away frm netball ... wonder wat mrs kc/eng will do when they see them on tv... faint maebe ?

2005-11-18T05:30:00.000-08:00

lala, thanks for toking 2 me and passing the time wif me while everi one else was celebrating freedom ... ha... guess i was realli anti-such stuffs... whr ppl becum 2 happi and fortunate ard me ... pervert me ... stuffs u sae though i can't rmb much cause i m absendt minded... but i noe tt memories tt u pei wo past the time will be thr ^^ and i can be so open 2 toks 2 u is a bless for me ... ^^ best medicine 4 a mad-post exams girl

everytime ppl gt their mind set , hobbies, dreams ... feelings ...
and i honestly envy them de...
cause i dun hav ^^
tts wat amanda/who "how mani realli r geniue"
i am not i feel ...
but i still lik my present self cause i am unique indiviual ^^
no matter wat form i m ~

2005-11-18T04:40:00.000-08:00

all over...ppl j8mpin ard... freedom wat u call it ... i feel so sucks ....now i dun noe wat 2 do ...i onli noe ... sucks opk ....wanted 2 write some stuffs here but tok tt ... no point... dun noe !!! tink is post exam mental distress.... i wan oh .... hmm ... dun noe la ... bang wall... you ku nan yan ...

2005-11-13T18:01:00.000-08:00

spare mi ppl ... mao's is hard la .... 9-10 ques.... i can't gt it.... y he do so mani stuffs.... he onli make us suffer.... i hate mao ... but i mus luv u 2 be able 2 do it ( pyshcological warfare ^^) ... this is jus the same stupid case wif venice... argg....

2005-11-12T19:47:00.000-08:00

tis is the place i want my wedding 2 be .... so prestige oh the place ...so BIG ... so nice... so fansinated ^^... but first mus find a guy ... which is definatel nt my piority in the next 10 yrs i tink ...

tinks 2 do~
8dec 1745
-sent ppl 2 thai ...lalala
-rmb 2 bring little "XX" 4 them ... if nt they puke ...

2005-11-09T22:46:00.000-08:00

nobodi online now ... all chiong now ba ...lala ... i tink oh, i mentally old le... always nt able 2 stay wake ... i work up but slept till noon... and now 2.53pm ... still nt able 2 keep eyes open .. sad case ah ...

from soul:
dun u realise fang?
u found out ur weakness ytd ...
so wat u plan 2 do?
escape frm it?
listern 2 me, dun listern 2 her
it will onli make u feel inferior...
jus listern 2 me
the soul that live within u
never trust anione except urself
dun place high hope on them
u noe u can onli count ur self in times or peril
work hard 4 Os
then go 2 whr u lik
dun fear setback
dun fear ppl's view of u
even if u dun worse then relims
u noe u hav done u best
even tt place is nt within ur reach
aim high
even if meant u hav 2 break ur arm
go for it

2005-11-09T00:53:00.000-08:00

tis pic found frm ex-sy bloggy

ytd veri siao ... slack whole nv study eng ... then lucky i gt study abit on conflict ... cause soon after i drop dead and sleep ... todae lea... now slack ard... ^^ bad oh ... i mentally distress ^^ now goona watch my fav show ^^

wo ai show

2005-11-07T20:19:00.000-08:00

wrong prediction .... set my life upside down ... source based is lik a death bed for me ? i realli dun noe hw i will survive after the 0s 4 nt knowing my results... if i realli cannot make it ... i tink i will giv it a miss 2 themasake .... cause i scare tt if i gt in wif prelim results and kana kick out by olvl ... but no no .... cannot let tt happen .... i will maintain if not better ^^

i believe in myself and my ability 2 cope wif the situation whr wat i study didn't appear ...

aniwae, todae the combined pl fuck out .... some la ... was toking and toking away ... always lik tt de ....aniwae true also cause they no nid 2 cater 2 our nids aniwae ... they are nt our frenzs or watsoever ...

2005-11-05T23:15:00.000-08:00

eeks .... hope wat i prepare gt come up la ...
i bet the following for structured ques ....
ss -> industries + population.education + conflict among countries/merger/venice
pure.history-> chapter 9, 7 and 11

2005-11-03T00:11:00.000-08:00

hiaxz. .....todae no one online -_- ... hmm... all busi study of course la ... my revision todae was gone case .... i end up wif little done ... sh!t ... hiax.. guess todae nt my study dae ... venice was hard .... nt my cup of tea ....

2005-11-01T06:26:00.000-08:00

found tis on weddy ... tok is wr creation .... some ppl copright oh ...haha ... aniwae todae went 2 compass ... and finally gt the cd ... haha ... then oh ... todae nt veri productive lea ... dun noe lea ... study veri slow ... hiaxz ...

2005-10-31T02:56:00.000-08:00

todae quite malu ... went 2 compass then found out tt hey .. its onli 31st oct hiaxz ...
i dun realli understand y jay being so young but he writes songs as if he experience mani tinks b4 .. eg ye qu which toks abt the lost of luv one ... wow ... realli a talented guy ...
i m so xin fu this few daes ... gt my fav cd ..listerning 2 it everidae ... and oh, another one on the wae le ... yes yes .... ^^

and oh tis pic above oh .. i gt GIANT poster of it ... veri scary ... lik everi time i raise my head i saw him staring at me .. haha ... i prefer the pic in last entry ... so DISAPPOINTED when i didn't gt it ... hiaxz... nvm la... i put it as wallpaper aniwae ^^so everitime i on comp i saw himn ^^

2005-10-29T22:20:00.000-07:00

lala ... i so boreD .... then i online le ^^ ... todae tok gt tution .. but in the end lea ... my tutor gt zi hui ya ... so nid go dentist ... then i FREE .... lala ...

i jus went 2 replenish the tinks needed 2 change ... i buy new portractor, 30 cm rule, french cureve ... left wif onli circle template tt it has no stock ... then i also change battery 4 caculator ... quite cheap la ... 1 battery $1.50 ... but ppl, mus bring ur caculator thr cause u nid the serial number 2 identify the battery ....

then for those anti - luo zi xiang dun read below ^^
recommend his new Cd ...better then his 2nd de i FEEL ... ( though ppl sae lifang view nt correct )

ya , i agree... xiu i gt depression 2 ... ha~~~~

2005-10-28T22:24:00.000-07:00

watever i tink
watever i do
watever i listern

gd luck 2 amanda and rong taking their papers on mon ... mus bring tie lea ppl !!! and ur entry proof la .. IC and pencil case ....

and xiu ah ... mus stay ke ai and happi =)

2005-10-27T00:09:00.000-07:00

lala ... finish physics practical le ... then oh .. i went 2 cut hair ... muhahaha .... aniwae i m stucked by sy que .... y cannot walk alone .... or rather .... y cannot lik ... hmm dun noe ... muhahaha ....

eeks... i runnning short of time ... nid 2 go 4 lessons le ... bb ppl ~

2005-10-26T03:00:00.000-07:00

hmm jay cd soon out de. ... l0oking hyper 4ward 2 ye qu de mv ... ^^

nearly broke 2 fingers todae ... was banging my wae ard the hus ... hiaxz hiaxz hiaxz ....
tml physics practical le ... ................... *nth 2 sae ....
then todae ppl ard me weird de ... some la ... sq was practically staring into space lost in her deep toks ... others dun noe la ... though its nt right 2 blame then ... but oh ... i still feel tt tinks shld be done the wae they want others 2 do if they r in her situation ... reminds me tt , they r ppl who onli tink 4 themselves ...i also tis type la ... but oh ... aiya dun noe la ... crappy ~~~~~~

*//- cOrAl sEa

2005-10-25T04:36:00.000-07:00

try tis ppl
http://asiantown.net/blog/fla/are_you_dumb.swf
hyper fun ^^

tt guy keep going are u dumb? r u dumb?
mus gt 3 que correct lea...
if nt u r dumb ^^

2005-10-25T01:01:00.000-07:00

hiaxz... so sh!t ... chemistry practical i actualli make such a mistake on accuracy .... hiaxz ... then now mus work harder 4 the paper 2 ....and mcqs also ...

nv noe tt my dad problem so serious ... yes he went 4 high blood p[ressure check-up ... but its also nt so serious till lik, gt "report" out ... mus be checked 4 sumtink REALLY serious rite ... then its lik ... i m guilty ... nv bother 2 go care 4 him ... he is so tweeny thin ... lik bony and ....
*/ prAy nth goes wr0ng 4 h!m ... SOBS ...

dun take him away please ... if realli hav 2 ... take me away instead ...

2005-10-23T04:31:00.000-07:00

hiaxz... i dunnoe whr 2 go ... i tink i jus damn so worried 2 nt able 2 cope wif jc stress ... hiaxz... then oh, i actualli veri hyper looking 4ward 2 an event de ... but i cannot show my happiness... 4 fear trigger ppl's sad memories... cannot tell my parents b'cause they dun understand ... then hiaxz.. i can onli tell my new pack of SUGAR-FREE pepper mints ... PATHETIC issn't it ...

2005-10-22T00:04:00.000-07:00

s!ck ...
stomachace ...
acute pain ...
dying ?
hope so =]

2005-10-21T01:42:00.000-07:00

jus crawl back frm sch ... spend solid 6 hours in sch doing maths bit still cannot finish ... i am still left wif amaths for anderson paper 1 AND 2 ... and half of senkang paper ...

i almost kill myself doind the differiated remedial wkshts ... the number pattern was crazi, vectors one i dun noe le, 4 gt liao, graph one makes mi mad, cause i was lik dun noe hw 2 join the stupid tweenty little points and ya... loci ... makes my blood boils ... last nite abt 12am, i tink .. i was cutting and pasting it, cause it specify "4 CM 2 the edge" ... i was lik ... almost screaming hysterically, waving my hands wildy and almost sending my stuffs cluttering off the table ( a phrase i learn this morning ^^) ...

then gt 2 noe, tt thr was no geo lessons cause mrs goh nt feeling well ... lucky i gt go canteen ah ... if nt i might ne still thr, lik an idiot .. haha ... tts the problem u see mum, no handphone=a fool

new scheduled geo lessons ... 2 be double confirm ... but hw 2 i dun noe la ...

27th oct 1700-1900
28th oct (after speech dae) lessons cancel- dun noe y, 4 gt le

environment in 4th floor doing homework, though is rather errie, cause i m the onli one, but veri conducive ... and when i shift 2 canteen, i cannot stand it le... the e4s ( i tink ) came and make alot of noise. .. so i gt my butt off thr ...

argg... nid 2 carry myself bk 2 sch ... crap ... wat a crappy dae without studies ... maths r nv ending ... i guess ... tts the reason y woodbridge
nv folds down ...

2005-10-19T06:41:00.000-07:00

You Are 14 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?